I wish I had seen some movies before now, or played games before I actually sat down to play them. There's nothing I hate more than feeling like I've missed out something. And while I can enjoy the the love of the content at the time, I know at some point it's going to die down and I'm going to be looking at the same 5 posts again and again. And I don't mind it, and it makes me be creative, but at the same time...when did we leave fandoms high and dry?

This is a test.

sometimes i feel there is a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight has a circle around it, sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep each night wanting, but still sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing. I dream of a love that even time will die down and be still for. I just want someone to love me, I want to be seen. I don't know maybe I've had my happiness, I don't want to believe it but there is no man only that moon.

test pt.2 electric boogaloo

test pt3.